Confirm Cancellation on Bali Trip 2009

I'm not sure whether I have made the right decision but anyway decided to cancel the trip. I think i too felt bad about taking leave again after I joined the company for not more than 2 months! Argh.... so do not wanna talk about it! Anyway it's cancelled!!!!!! I actually tried to call AA to ask for refund and was making up excuses that due to the SARS, I do not wanna risk my life traveling to Bali. What a lame excuse right? Hahaha..... but AA rejected my request! :'( Luckily the trip was a very very good deal so can still afford to let it go!! Ok stop talking about this issue!!!! Don't wanna think about it!