Bali Trip 2009??

Well, I've just gotten back from Japan and next month I'm going to Bali and because of this, management told me that it's actually quite difficult for them to approve my Bali leave as they are worried that others might make noise. In addition to that, they said that the client might need us to go to the Bank for discussion and the Bank is very strict on the health condition due to SARS. So, they asked me to think about it and make a decision then let them know. It's so so tough to make this call but dear was telling me to go ahead! What should I do? Forgo the Bali trip which me and dear has been longing??